Like Swimming Against the Current

Maybe I should just rename this site to "The Life and Times of a Struggling Writer/Editor," since work seems to be mainly what's on my mind these days.

This month, I'm writing two or three articles for my primary job, plus several freelance articles for miscellaneous websites. I'm guessing things are going to get complicated about the middle to the end of the month, so this week I'll be pushing myself to get as much out of the way as I can.

I remember when my job used to be a means to an end -- it was something I did every day in order to be able to enjoy the rest of my life. But now I feel like I spend so much energy overextending myself, trying to make myself invaluable to the company, and worrying about whether or not my job will even be there the next day, that I don't really have the time or energy I used to have to relax and enjoy my hobbies. (When was the last time I even picked up my knitting needles?) It's stressful and frustrating.

But, I do still at least have a job, and I'm certainly very grateful for that. Just have to keep my head above the waves for now, until I make it into shallower waters.